friends.

i sometimes wonder what i'm too busy with.
until my friends feel neglected.(sorry yadh...)
until i have no time to spare for them.
until i forget to even pick up the phone and dial.
or rather send an sms to ask about how their day went.
and msn...
don't even start.haha.
it's been awhile since i last sat in front of the computer, catching up with friends and msn-ing the night away.
i would love to be able to do that.again.
but i dont have the time.not like i used to.
as much as i want to go out and chill with my buddies, it's really hard to find time.
even with madasa, i have to squeeze in some time for her.even if it means having to stay up late at night to finish up my work.
speaking of work,
i dont even know what im busy with.
i just feel so occupied.
so busy!haha.
mcm busy, step busy, mmg busy, busybody.
i shan't complain 'cos the workload's still manageable.
but i dont know why i feel so busy.
HAHA!
maybe 'cos i feel that all the energy has been sucked right out of me at the start of the week.
by the time i reach tuesday, im already worn out.
by wednesday, i cant wait till school ends.
and by thursday, i'll be walking around like a zombie.the darker the circles and the heavier the eyebags, the tired-er i am.(is there even a word?haha!sembarang jer.)
i shall share something very embarrassing with you here 'cos i want to prove my point.haha!
last week i had a language test and it was on a wednesday morning.
the night before i had training and we ended late so i was pretty much exhausted.
so 15mins into the paper, i rested my head on the table.
i didnt know how,but i fell asleep.DURING A TEST!and when i woke up i felt something wet on my hand.
I DROOLED LAH!like &%^*@(#$&@!!
hahahahahahahahahahha.KENTAL OR WHAAAAAAAT??!??!
i think i fell asleep for abt 5mins.
5mins ONLY AND YET I DROOLED!
kau dah kenape eh liyana?hahaha.
luckily my paper didnt get wet!kwang kwang kwaaaaang...
but after that i felt really fresh and energized!the POWER NAP helped!hehe...

so anyway,
i sincerely apologise, from the bottom of my heart, to the friends whom i've neglected, or rather felt neglected.
because i...
am only human.
i still love each and everyone of you dearly.
tak bedek eh...ni bebual masjid punyer!haha.
awwww...
*group hugs in the shower tonight*hahahaha.

so,
until i find something to blog about,
this space will remain as it is.haha!

love,
LIYANA(:

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