I AM EXHAUSTED.
& i've learnt my lesson.
taking the sec1s for band is a challenge.seriously.even marlina agrees with me.
when i tried to work on a section,the others were just chitchatting & playing their instrument.
& the _______ boys were running around in the classroom,making a whole lot of noise.
i told them off once.they stopped.then they were running around again as soon as i turned my back.
luckily i wasnt pms-ing.LUCKILY.
& the _______ girl freaking rolled her eyes at me.SHE ROLLED HER EYES AT ME WHEN I TOLD HER NICELY TO MOVE HER SEAT CLOSER TO ME.
as tempted as i was to SCREAM at her face,i kept my cool.lucky girl.oh & she kept cursing for godknows what reason.I DONT WANNA KNOW.
it was really superlyduperly frustrating to teach 10 sec1s in a classroom.i was practically screaming my way throughout the whole session.damn.but i chose not to blow up.
some kept complaining that they were tired,in pain...hurr...
but there was this one sweet SWEET _______boy.sucha cutie...
he'd hush them up everytime i raised my hand to start on an exercise coz they were very noisy.
& he listened to every advice & smiled at every praise i gave him.
he really showed effort in getting the correct pitch for every note he played.
because of him i didnt stomp out of the room.
because of him i didnt yell at them.
because of him i kept calm.
because of him i tried even harder to get the rest to listen.
because of him i stood for more than 2hours,teaching them.
all because of one person who showed respect & appreciation for what i was trying to do.
MD.ASLAM the junior trombonist(:
i salute you young man!*salutes*
despite all this,i'd never give up teaching them.
coz giving up on them would be like giving up on crestwinds.
yes yes.though im no longer part of the school or the band for that matter,as a senior & a former bandmajor,i'd still try my very best to contribute in any way possible.since im soooooo free right now,might as well i do something useful right?
so yeah...
tomorrow's practice is at 8a.m.
insya'allah i'll be coming down if i can get my big butt up in the morning.
heh...
go all out for syf crestwinds!
i'll pray for all your efforts to be paid off(:
& i'll be rooting for you guys!!
woots!

shall end off here.
need to wash my face & then go to bed EARLIER than usual.hahas.
look's like i have to miss SURVIVOR tonight in order to wake up early...
but it's okay(:

toodles sayangs!
& iloveyou.

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